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just pray and hope that everything goes well this year...
pursuing degree...hope it runs smoothly....

wanna get some new gadgets....
wanna be a better person....
wanna live the life....
wanna visit more places...
wanna learn more about life...

holiday is over...and 2010 is over

holidays started off and ended its race again....
learnt few things through out this holiday...some people changed tremendously...there is nothing to show off...to other people...just think where you came from and where things are leading...
then you would realize... that is when i came across this "A proud man is always looking down on things and people; and, of course, as long as you're looking down, you can't see something that's above you"....

YOU ACTUALLY LOST MANY THINGS though....
holiday was nothing great..as usual at home...some outings with shandra,dharsh, cousin...
as usual watched few movies..


greatest thing in this holiday....got my result...where my 1 1/2 year foundation has come to an end successfully

what else....got myself very busy with my uncle's house renovation process...had to choose from the tiles,furniture,paint,wallpaper,curtain...

learnt many things....
hehehe
could help in the future,,,,





and i learnt to miss someone so badly....




:P
ahax...thats it..........

IMISSYOU

I don't know why you are so special to me?

 Why I like you? 

Why I care for you? 

Why I always think of you? 

Why I loved you but one thing for sure I know that my life won't be like this 

without you!

lastly

holiday goes on!

As i 've been siting at home doing nothing, i got super bored...so planned for some outing...

on the 24th went to Shandra house just to lepak,chitchat

 then the next day meet up with school friends Dharsh and Perya...

we went for two movies~APPALAM 

and UTHAMAPUTHIRAN...

first time watching a Malaysia movie in theater....well its a nice story and thumbs up to those people who created such a great movie with good moral values.... 

good day ended up having headache after two movies!

but its worth it!......

having back old school memories

aGHORI...WHAT it is all about...

The Aghoris are one of the principal Indian traditions and the most extreme and fascinating form of the Tantra. Tantra  is a whole of millenary practices to the amplification of the awareness, it is the systematic use of body and mind as physical instrument for the spiritual realization. 

Dattatreya, a divinity that includes the Trimurti Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, are considered to be the founder of this school.

The Sanskrit term Aghora is the combination among two words and has various meanings: A is a negation; Ghora is the obscurity of the ignorance, but it also means intense,

deep; Aghora therefore means Light, absence of obscurity, awareness, but it also symbolizes a style of life where a person of the Aghori tradition doesn't have intense or deep feelings, it doesn't make difference among the various feelings, seems to be indifferent to the various stories of the life.

It is said that Aghoris drink liqueurs, smoke ganja, eat meat (in some rites also human meat); they use a human skull as a bowl, they wander among the funeral pyres, meditate at night and don't have any sex inhibition. This path seems to be detached completely from hinduist philosophies and it deceives the true nature of this little known reality in the indian sadhus (ascetics) panorama.

The aghori mainly worship lord Shiva, according to the sect every human is a ‘shava’(dead body) with emotions and they should try to become ‘Shiva’ by denying the human pleasures and involving in the aghori rituals.

The aghori is a human symbol of lord Shiva himself. The aghori lives in cemetery (shmashana), the living place for lord Shiva, this is the representation that the final abode for everyone is the cemetery. And many of the aghoris roam around naked, representing the true humans and their detachment from this world of mortals who live in the world of illusion. By this they transcend beyond human feelings of love, hatred, jealousy, pride etc..

They follow the simple rule that the universe resides in them and they try to attain enlightenment by self realization.

The DARK realities of our LIVES

NAN KADAVUL..... okay this a tamil movie released in the year 2009...huhu 

and i managed to watch it this year.... well its not too late or what.... but i watched it about 6 times in two days.... not a normal movie about love or what,,,but it shows the real world...which cannot be seen by some people...

This movie is all about a mafia that deals with money through hapless beggars. The movie portrays the dark realities of our lives and times. It is a reality, which we have never known and never bothered to know. The beggars ‘collected’ from various parts, mentioned as ‘items’ by the mafia, are physically or mentally challenged.  ARYA the charming actor, acted well as a AGHORI in this movie and POOJA, as a poor blind-girl.  The movie portrayed the HARSH REALITY OF LIVES very well... how cruel of some people to make use of human beings in such a bad way... 

Arya as the AGHORI takes bad people's life and also Plays the role of Brahma (god of creation).. towards the end POOJA is physically and mentally abused by the villain and she came to the point where she give up life and tells Arya that she is not able to live in this cruel world. She also ask if  god  exists and god is the almighty, why he gives such a terrible situation to her and others, why are such cruelty happening to people... as the only way out,  Arya kills Pooja because thats the only way she will be in peace... the only reward God can give is by taking good people's life who are not able to lead a good life...

amazing movie to watch and learn something from!

oppOSITE poles aTTRACT... :p

Opposite poles attract,

Aint that true baby,

As I listen to a lullaby,

I want to dream of you

Make my heart race again

you’re the person I want to give my heart to

I kept finding shelter in your arms,

I am losing myself

You are my life,

You are my worship,

Only thing I can say is,

I love you

I fear I might die waiting for you,

Oh my beloved to reach your heart is my only GOAL!!!!