......

today i am no more important,

i am no more the person who you used to ask permission,

i am no more your approver,

i am no more your shoulder to cry on,

you letting me go, 

for some one else...

you want me to feel how it feels without you,

for some one else...

but there is not much time left for us...

you know you are not the same anymore,

and you don't know that i am trying to be not the same too...

cause you are doing it that way...

you know how much i need you,

i cant be faking myself for you,

i am who i am...

want me or not its up to you...

1 week before CNY holiday

the whole week was pack...had leo meeting,BIG meeting &TESL acoustic night...

then we got our allowance...

hmmm but what to do with it...got lotsa things to buy when back at home...

went out for makan with juniors...

thats it for the week...

this year thaipusam

its a late update.....

thaipusam was on 19.1.11 but we stayed in maktab...then the second day...we went for RADHAM in SP...followed juniors...it was 9 of us (ME,SHANDRA,SUTHA,AMRIT,KASTURI,VHINA,RUPINI,NANDA,NAVA & PATRISHA)

ME,SHANDRA,SUTHA,AMRIT,KASTURI,VHINA-stayed in SARANYA'S house..

.the rest went to NAVA'S house,,,

started off from Kangar...took bus to alor star then....in between rushed to "MARRYBROWN" 

:D..thank god the bus never leave us....

in bus

then were chit chating among ourself...we reached sungai petani...

passed by that area before but never discover it before..

then we went to saranya's house..her mum and pick us up...by 530...the town was getting crowded with people...then we got ourself ready to go for RADHAM(chariot)

the town was really filled with people...

VHINA,SHANDRA,ME,AMRIT,KASTURI,
SUTHA

2nd time without parents in thaipusam and first time at different place...

we had fun and also was irritated with some people's behavior...well its nature of human being have to bear with it...

we walked for a very long time...from 8pm-1am 

by that time...i was dying from backache....huuhuhuu

then we went back....from 1 till 4 we chit chat with our gang,,,hahahaa

talked crap...

next day after taking breakfast we went to a shopping complex in SP...

we had 6 hours of walking which was filled with window shopping,McD,fitting session,commenting on people,went for the game area and played car race...

then we went back home,had dinner and continued our chit chatting session till 5am in the morning...

the next day..had breakfast and then lunch 

packed our things to go back maktab..huhuhu

went back by train...*first time*hehehe

in train

reached safely to maktab...

had lots of fun there..different environment,different people...gained new experience and increased our memories

tough we went with juniors but never felt the gap between us,,,,

i guess there is bond among us...

live the life...

   "Life may not be the party we hoped for. But while we're here, we should dance"

Life is too short,we have it once in a life time...then why should we waste?

as what Mr Kalai said:"WE THINK,BEHAVE AND DO AS IF WE LIVE FOREVER"

thats like so true...why don't people 

some people don't want to be true to their self...

they live a fake life 

some just don't care about what others feel

they prefer being self centered...

friendship is no more important for many people...

there is no more two way communication with people,

no more hangouts...

there is nothing left...

only emptiness with loneliness 

Last weekend(15Jan), we celebrated ponggal at maktab...another one with different people(juniors),

had lots of fun...we loved it...the fun part comes together with the presence of people and laughters...

and the weekend i followed shandra to her uncle's house in Alor Star...

had fun there too...:P

Then this week is running smoothly...

Today i so wanna be back at home..i missed the house warming...huhuhu..

.i wanna be there...

well to bad, looking forward to go back IPOH...

its Thaipusam tomorrow..last year we(me,shandra,GK,shoba & nagen) had a blast.

the blast we had is worth a lifetime :)

...but this year we are...stuck in IPG...planning to go SP coming Friday...

WAITING FOR MORE FUN!!!

:D

2 week seem to be very long

Came back IPG on 2nd Jan....

unpacking session was the most unbearable part.... :(

done with it...

the next two days was some sort of orientation...full of taklimat...

5th jan started off with classes....

timetable is not as pack as the previous one... BUT the subject is way too tough....

all the WAJ& EDU subjects....huhu.....

major LINGUISTIC AND LITERATURE....is also tough...

FRIDAY THE 7TH *- me and shandra,went for shopping

spent a lot and bought a lot....

temple session(hmmm something unique reading veda at temple)....

we went shopping again the next day.... BEST THING ABOUT THAT DAY........

bought something i wanted for so long ago....ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.....LOL

sunday had awesome lunch and dinner....*ehehehehex*

another week begins...

just normal classes....change of lecturer...sports is on its own way towards us....

sports meeting,block meeting is over....

weekend is gonna be a blast....

another ponggal event among us..looking forward....

but there is some differences PEOPLE CHANGE as time changes......