holiday goes on!

As i 've been siting at home doing nothing, i got super bored...so planned for some outing...

on the 24th went to Shandra house just to lepak,chitchat

 then the next day meet up with school friends Dharsh and Perya...

we went for two movies~APPALAM 

and UTHAMAPUTHIRAN...

first time watching a Malaysia movie in theater....well its a nice story and thumbs up to those people who created such a great movie with good moral values.... 

good day ended up having headache after two movies!

but its worth it!......

having back old school memories

aGHORI...WHAT it is all about...

The Aghoris are one of the principal Indian traditions and the most extreme and fascinating form of the Tantra. Tantra  is a whole of millenary practices to the amplification of the awareness, it is the systematic use of body and mind as physical instrument for the spiritual realization. 

Dattatreya, a divinity that includes the Trimurti Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, are considered to be the founder of this school.

The Sanskrit term Aghora is the combination among two words and has various meanings: A is a negation; Ghora is the obscurity of the ignorance, but it also means intense,

deep; Aghora therefore means Light, absence of obscurity, awareness, but it also symbolizes a style of life where a person of the Aghori tradition doesn't have intense or deep feelings, it doesn't make difference among the various feelings, seems to be indifferent to the various stories of the life.

It is said that Aghoris drink liqueurs, smoke ganja, eat meat (in some rites also human meat); they use a human skull as a bowl, they wander among the funeral pyres, meditate at night and don't have any sex inhibition. This path seems to be detached completely from hinduist philosophies and it deceives the true nature of this little known reality in the indian sadhus (ascetics) panorama.

The aghori mainly worship lord Shiva, according to the sect every human is a ‘shava’(dead body) with emotions and they should try to become ‘Shiva’ by denying the human pleasures and involving in the aghori rituals.

The aghori is a human symbol of lord Shiva himself. The aghori lives in cemetery (shmashana), the living place for lord Shiva, this is the representation that the final abode for everyone is the cemetery. And many of the aghoris roam around naked, representing the true humans and their detachment from this world of mortals who live in the world of illusion. By this they transcend beyond human feelings of love, hatred, jealousy, pride etc..

They follow the simple rule that the universe resides in them and they try to attain enlightenment by self realization.

The DARK realities of our LIVES

NAN KADAVUL..... okay this a tamil movie released in the year 2009...huhu 

and i managed to watch it this year.... well its not too late or what.... but i watched it about 6 times in two days.... not a normal movie about love or what,,,but it shows the real world...which cannot be seen by some people...

This movie is all about a mafia that deals with money through hapless beggars. The movie portrays the dark realities of our lives and times. It is a reality, which we have never known and never bothered to know. The beggars ‘collected’ from various parts, mentioned as ‘items’ by the mafia, are physically or mentally challenged.  ARYA the charming actor, acted well as a AGHORI in this movie and POOJA, as a poor blind-girl.  The movie portrayed the HARSH REALITY OF LIVES very well... how cruel of some people to make use of human beings in such a bad way... 

Arya as the AGHORI takes bad people's life and also Plays the role of Brahma (god of creation).. towards the end POOJA is physically and mentally abused by the villain and she came to the point where she give up life and tells Arya that she is not able to live in this cruel world. She also ask if  god  exists and god is the almighty, why he gives such a terrible situation to her and others, why are such cruelty happening to people... as the only way out,  Arya kills Pooja because thats the only way she will be in peace... the only reward God can give is by taking good people's life who are not able to lead a good life...

amazing movie to watch and learn something from!

oppOSITE poles aTTRACT... :p

Opposite poles attract,

Aint that true baby,

As I listen to a lullaby,

I want to dream of you

Make my heart race again

you’re the person I want to give my heart to

I kept finding shelter in your arms,

I am losing myself

You are my life,

You are my worship,

Only thing I can say is,

I love you

I fear I might die waiting for you,

Oh my beloved to reach your heart is my only GOAL!!!!

biGGEST mistake!

Baby sorry for not listening to you before this,

I realized what I did…

How lame is it to say that I don’t know how to love,

You ARE MY BIGGEST MISTAKE!

It is so girlish of you to point your “loved ones” weak point,

And telling back whatever you did for the person…that’s sordid

 If you are so great, you should have thought the person how to do it RIGHT…

But for some people love is all about meeting, dating, spending millions of hour on phone,

Giving and receiving gifts (as a sign of love)…

Its crap....purely

Why it isn’t love when you don’t want to meet up or when you say focus on life as in studies….

It’s wrong to say that we should think about our future…

Isn’t the relationship leads to what hold us in the future…

Thanks to god, for giving me the right path to choose,

And you are not going to be an obstacle in the path,

You will never be there….

And to someone I love the most,

Thanks for making a negative minded person into a positive minded person!

You are the best!

love This song!

One in a million by Ne-Yo

Jet setter
Go getter

Nothing better

Call me Mr. been there done that

Top model chick to your every day hood rat

Less than all but more than a few

But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world

Done a little bit of everything

Little bit of everywhere

With a little bit of everyone

All the girls I've been with

Things I've seen it takes much to impress

But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love

But I just don't know

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working

All the girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl

You don't give a damn about your look

Talking about I can't do it for you

But you can do it for yourself

Even though that ain't so

Baby cause my dough don't know how to end

But that independent thing I'm with it

All we do is win baby

I could be in love

But I just don't know

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working

All the girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl

Only one in the world

Just one of a kind

She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be

A future baby

Baby you're one of a kind

That means that you're the only one for me

Only one for me

Baby (girl) you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

2010 BEST movies and songs (eNgLish)

10 best 2010 movies

10) The Other Guys

9) The Lottery Ticket

8) 'Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time

7) The Last Airbender

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6) The Expendables

5) Iron Man 2

4) The A-Team

3) Toy Story 3

2) Robin Hood

1) Inception

10 best 2010 songs

10

'Rude Boy'

Rihanna

09

'Telephone'

Lady GaGa

08

'OMG'

Usher

07

'Airplanes'

B.o.B

06

'Your Love Is My Drug'

Kesha

05

'Need You Now (2010 Mix)'

Lady Antebellum

04

'Break Your Heart'

Taio Cruz

03

'Nothin' on You'

B.o.B

02

'Love the Way You Lie'

Eminem

01

'California Gurls'

Katy Perry

Edited from : http://www.aolradioblog.com/2010/02/03/best-songs-of-2010/